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For those nanoseconds of insight into the life, universe and nothingness

I Think of You

25 Saturday Aug 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Daily life, Deep Stuff!, Longing & Waiting, Loss, Love, Poetry, Waiting and Longing

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aging, Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, Birthday, Christmas, Daughter, death, garden, grief, loss, memories, Mother, Mum, poetry

the stockings were hung by the...tv stand

 

 

 

 

 

I see an old lady,

and I think of you –

enjoying her garden,

as so should you

 

Tinsel and fairy lights,

I really miss you;

coloured stockings hang,

each a memory from you.

 

Then comes the summer,

and I mourn for you,

for all the lost days,

and the things we can’t do.

 

When I hear a joke,

I want to tell you,

to laugh like two schoolgirls,

‘til tears wet cheeks through.

 

Each birthday ticks by,

I wait for your card,

I know it won’t come,

but it still hits me hard.

 

When I see an old lady,

it seems so unfair,

‘cause you’ll never grow old,

no stick, no grey hair.

 

When I see an old lady,

with daughter at side,

I think to myself,

That should be I…

 

© I Think of You 25/08/2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

the stockings were hung by the…tv stand (Photo credit: LizMarie_AK)

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Condemned

22 Wednesday Aug 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Deep Stuff!, Longing & Waiting, Loss, Love, Poetry, Waiting and Longing

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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, Cadaver, condemned, heartbreak, longing, loss, love, poetry, waiting

Two hangman's nooses and gallows behind the co...

 

 

 

 

 

I hang on your words,

like a condemned man,

waiting, waiting, waiting;

the hour glass ticking,

moods pensive and tense.

To and fro, fro and to…

Cadaver pendulum swinging,

this way and that,

that way and this…

Tides ebb and flow,

moons wax and wane,

days come, weeks go.

Still waiting, waiting…

ever waiting, for

just one word,

from,

you.

 

© Condemned 22/08/2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

Two hangman’s nooses and gallows behind the courthouse in Tombstone, Arizona (tombstone14xy) (Photo credit: mlhradio)

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Telling Times

19 Sunday Aug 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Deep Stuff!, Longing & Waiting, Loss, Love, Poetry, Waiting and Longing

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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, grief, hope, loneliness, longing, loss, love, poetry

Maths

 

 

 

 

 

How can I tell

you what to do

when I am more

messed up x 2

 

How could I tell

you how to be

when I am more

unsure x 3

 

How can I hope

you love me more

when I am so

alone x 4

 

How can I live

this lonely life

when I am with

my grief x 5

 

© Telling Times  19/08/2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

Maths (Photo credit: Marcus Mo)

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Prapancha Soup – Recipe for Disaster!

18 Saturday Aug 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Buddhism, Deep Stuff!, Humour, Poetry

≈ 27 Comments

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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, Buddhism, Ego, envy, greed, hatred, judgement, pity, poetry, Prapancha, recipe, righteous indignation, soup, woe is me

English: Beetroot soup with vegetables and har...

 

 

 

 

 

 

Take a cup of envy,

and mix it with some greed,

season it with hatred,

then add some, woe is me!

 

Plus one spoon of ego,

marinade in pity,

righteous indignation,

will make the mixture pretty.

 

Make a quick snap judgement,

blend it with assumption,

now, Prapancha Soup,

is ready for consumption!

 

 

© Prapancha Soup 18/08/2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

English: Beetroot soup with vegetables and hard-boiled eggs, Sanok (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Dublin

18 Saturday Aug 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Deep Stuff!, Longing & Waiting, Loss, Love, Poetry, Waiting and Longing

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death, Dublin, Grafton Street, grave, longing, loss, memories, pearls, poetry, Sea

English: A panoramic view of Howth harbour.

 

 

 

I never went to Dublin,

or strolled along the shore.

I never walked on Grafton Street,

or wore the pearls you swore.

I never came to visit you,

and relive bygone days;

to welcome ghosts that haunted me,

or weep upon your grave.

 

© Dublin 2012

by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

English: A panoramic view of Howth harbour. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Dying to meet you…

15 Wednesday Aug 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Deep Stuff!, Longing & Waiting, Loss, Love, Poetry, Waiting and Longing

≈ 21 Comments

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death, Grandad, Grandma, Mum, poetry

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Did I tell you…

I’m dying to meet you,

I have to say,

I’m dying to meet you,

in every way.

 

Put on the kettle,

I’m coming home,

and it will feel,

like you’ve never been gone.

 

Tell my Grandma,

to wear her best smile,

and tell my Grandad,

to stoke up the fire.

 

I’m dying to meet you,

I have to say,

tell Mum to collect me,

I’m on my way…

 

© Dying to meet you 2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

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Day of the Dead

05 Sunday Aug 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Deep Stuff!, Poetry, Worldly Winds

≈ 12 Comments

Tags

death, forebearance, poetry, spiritual death, writing

Church

Church (Photo credit: Balaji.B)

 

 

 

 

 

 

I cry to the universe –

You decide!

Should I live,

or should I die?

 

It gives me an answer,

I can’t ignore;

so I pick up my pen,

and write some more.

 

With this decision,

comes peace and oneness,

acceptance of life,

which hurts none the less.

 

The die is cast,

but with that said,

I patiently wait,

for the day of the dead.

 

© Day of the Dead 2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

 

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Windermere

04 Saturday Aug 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Deep Stuff!, Loss, Poetry

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grief, loss, poetry, sadness, sorrow, Windermere

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Still waters run deep

Injured hearts still weep

Lakes full, tears run dry

Sleek swans glide by

 

© Windamere 2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

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The Other Side of Me

27 Friday Jul 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Deep Stuff!, Poetry

≈ 7 Comments

Tags

abuse, depression, fear, poetry, punch and judy, violence

Punch and Judy's Carribean Vacation

 

 

 

 

Do you know,

the other side of me?

Where the grass is greener,

and the soul is darker.

 

Do you know only,

my second face?

Not like the rest,

the one I keep for best.

 

Do you know,

if this is sunny side up

heads up, tales down,

turn that frown

upside down?

 

I think you know,

Little Miss Sunshine,

but have you met Judy

within or without?

 

Do you know,

the essence of me?

Not that of vanilla,

of sugar and spice,

but one of fear.

 

Do you know,

the other side of me?

Where the grass is greener,

and the soul is darker.

 

© The Other Side of Me 2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

Punch and Judy’s Carribean Vacation (Photo credit: _william)

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Trilogy

21 Saturday Jul 2012

Posted by Worldly Winds in Deep Stuff!, Love, Poetry

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Tags

earth, love, moon, poetry, sun, trilogy

Planet

 

 

 

 

 

 

The moon and I,

we are like that –

She said…

crossing her fingers,

behind her back.

 

The sun and I,

I cannot lie…

We crossed our paths

behind a cloud,

his face does hide.

 

The world and I,

we are as one,

soul mates and lovers,

a trilogy –

with the moon and sun.

 

© Trilogy 2012

By Alexandra Carr-Malcolm

Planet (Photo credit: Krandy85)

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