Backpack Buddha
03 Wednesday Apr 2013
03 Wednesday Apr 2013
21 Thursday Mar 2013
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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, Alice Oswald, breath, Buddhism, enlightenment, Germination, meditation, rebirth, Seed, spiritual death, spiritual growth, spiritual rebirth, transformation, UK poet, vision, Yorkshire poet
The penultimate piece was inspired by Alice Oswald‘s, ‘A Winged Seed’. The idea was to write a piece based on the idea of a seed, or a spore, travelling, or germinating.
Enlightening Seeds
Sitting, just sitting…
waiting for illumination.
There is nothing
more that I can do,
other than…
sitting, sitting, waiting
for my head to crack open
in a cacophony of life,
shattered and broken,
to all that I am.
No longer
sitting,
but waiting,
waiting for that explosion of growth,
to rip forth and pull me from mundanity,
and thrust me upon the world;
as what?
I know not,
so I will sit,
and wait,
upon this breath,
of fresh air.
© Enlightening Seeds 21.03.2013
by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm
A germinated seedling (Eranthis hyemalis) emerges from the ground (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
19 Tuesday Mar 2013
Posted in Buddhism, Death, Deep Stuff!, Poetry
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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, Archaic Torso of Apollo, breath, Buddhism, death, Don Paterson, poetry, Rilke, spiritual death, UK poet, Vajrasattva, Yorkshire poet
The second piece was based on, ‘Archaic Torso of Apollo’ after Rilke, translated by Don Paterson.
The idea was to include the line, ‘Now change your life’ either at the end or somewhere in the body of the poem.
Here was my attempt.
Now Change Your Life
I smell you in my dreams.
Elusive, exclusive,
to all realms,
but what of it?
Stoic indifference,
tantric magnificence,
eyes tantalise,
and plead,
“Now change your life”
before death slams the door
on opportunities scorned,
and breath is spent,
like a match.
© Now Change Your Life 19.03.2013
by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm
Rainer Maria Rilke (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
18 Monday Mar 2013
Posted in Buddhism, Daily life, Poetry
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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, Buddhist retreat, Dharma, Kindle, packing, poetry, reading, retreat, Uk poetry, writing, Yorkshire poet
The next few poems were written on a poetry day. The first poem is inspired from R.S.V.P. by Beverley Nadin. The task was to write a list of items that we packed to take on our last retreat, and then include some of them in a poem. This was my attempt 🙂
Three books,
one red, one blue, one black,
Poetry, Dharma and Drama.
A pencil and pen,
backed up with a spare,
(thank God for my Kindle!)
and a brush for my hair.
My potions and pills,
(no nightie with frills)
Just good solid thermals!
Pyjamas and socks
squashed in a bag,
and no need for locks,
as I’m escaping to freedom;
leave humdrum at home.
I’m longing for space,
and a room of one’s own.
©Three Books 10.03.2013
by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm
Bell, Virginia Woolf (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
09 Saturday Mar 2013
Posted in Buddhism, Death, Deep Stuff!, Sanity
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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, Alice, Alice in Wonderland, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, Buddhism, delusion, Hatter, poetry, truth, UK poet, White Rabbit, Yorkshire poet
Don’t cry, said Alice,
it’s all a game,
life and death,
it’s all the same.
Don’t be fooled,
it’s all illusion,
don’t believe,
your own delusion.
Look in the mirror,
what do you see?
a collection of habits,
that I call, ‘Me’.
Step through the mirror,
beyond the girl,
and look into,
another world.
Experience,
is one third true,
but only for,
the reflected you.
So don’t believe,
all that you feel,
the crux of life –
nothing is real.
So, White Rabbit,
I would say,
there is no point,
to run away…
and Hatter, dear,
we’re all quite mad,
pour the tea,
and don’t be sad.
© Alice 07.03.2013
by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm
Alice’s Abenteuer im Wunderland Übersetzer: Antonie Zimmermann Orginal Titel: Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland Illustrationen: John Tenniel (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
03 Sunday Mar 2013
Posted in Buddhism, Deep Stuff!, Humour, Nature, Poetry, Worldly Winds
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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, Buddhism, development, habits, lotus, mud, poetry, rebirth, spiritual death, spiritual growth, spiritual rebirth, stuck, UK poet, Yorkshire poet
The irresponsible lotus,
refused to flourish or bloom,
stuck his head
right in the mud,
and waited,
for monsoon.
He wallowed and protested,
Ostrich like – he did!
Regressed, decayed, and festered,
in ignorance he hid.
‘til one day came the sunshine,
of which he couldn’t ignore,
it beamed on him,
and warmed him,
and coaxed him from the floor.
He lifted up his stubborn head,
with squinting dusty eyes,
he blinked and stretched,
and relished it,
he felt so quite alive!
The rays of warm compassion,
a catalyst did start,
the more he grew,
the more he knew,
this was meant to be.
He blossomed and he opened,
his waxy tight bud heart,
he raised his head,
toward the sky,
and it set himself apart.
No longer dwelling,
in the mud,
irresponsibly –
the sun shone strong,
and so did he,
for all around to see.
His radiance and his beauty,
apparent majesty,
admired by all who saw him,
brought calm and clarity.
The moral of this story,
may be plain to all,
of the irresponsible lotus,
who answered nature’s call.
Please never judge a lotus,
that may be stuck in mud,
it just needs a little sunshine,
to coax open,
its heart bud.
© The Irresponsible Lotus 03.03.2013
by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm
Trivandrum, India (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
19 Saturday Jan 2013
Posted in Buddhism, Daily life, Deep Stuff!, Poetry
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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, awareness, experience, impermanence, poetry, Uk poetry, Yorkshire poetry
Shall I tell you what I believe?
It changes daily with the breeze.
Reflect and pause,
pause and think…
Believe nothing.
© I Believe 19.01.21013
by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm
A tawny owl (Strix aluco). Français : Une chouette hulotte (Strix aluco). Русский: Серая или обыкновенная неясыть (Strix aluco). Türkçe: boyu 37-39 cm, kanat açıklığı 94-104 cm olan Alaca baykuş (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
17 Thursday Jan 2013
Posted in Buddhism, Deep Stuff!, Poetry
Remember not
to forget
to remember
close your eyes
breathe in
breathe out
close your eyes
the silence brings
remembrance
not to forget
to remember
© Remember Remember 17.01.2013
by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm
English: Kwan Yin – Chinese goddess of mercy & compassion Statue of Kwan Yin in the grounds of Greenway House (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
05 Saturday Jan 2013
Posted in Buddhism, Deep Stuff!, Poetry
27 Tuesday Nov 2012