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Alexandra Carr-Malcolm, death, depression, dying, fatigue, poetry, stress, UK poet, Yorkshire poet
I’m hurting and aching
but who do I tell,
my heart’s fit for bursting,
my head feels like hell.
I’m lost and I’m lonely,
I’m feeling so blue;
life’s lost its sparkle,
and nothing feels true.
I’m tired and lethargic,
my mind is a mess;
please leave me alone,
as my nerves are on edge.
I yearn for some space,
and some time to reflect,
to get lost in some books,
and this world to neglect.
Alas it’s a whirlwind,
and life still goes on,
I’ll grin and I’ll bear it,
until this is gone.
© Grin and Bear it 15.03.2013
by Alexandra Carr-Malcolm
Steel engraving (993 x 71mm) for frontispiece to the revised edition of Frankenstein by Mary Shelley, published by Colburn and Bentley, London 1831. The novel was first published in 1818. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Gosh I’ve had days like that…. nicely written. I hope you’re okay 😉
Maybe it is a ‘condition’ that creative people encounter – I need my head space every so often 🙂
I’m fine – but certainly looking forward to time off at Easter to be able to have space to write 🙂
Hoorah for the Easter bunny!!!!
I think you’re right about the ‘condition’ of creatives… I think one has to be in that darker ‘place’ to be able to pull out of ourselves the writings, paintings, music, etc., that we do. Our work is a manifestation of that.
Yayyyy Easter Bunny! Looking forward to those chocolate eggs and yellow peeps! LOL
Hahaha the bipolar creatives – from the depths of darkness to Easter buns and chicks in a heartbeat!
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you betcha! 😉
I think you know me. I have felt the same way. If it helps, your poetry is great.
Aw thank you so much – (don’t tell – but I really am quite a cheery person – I think I wrote this on an off week!)
Well said. This is a much better way to say leave me alone everyone, or I just want to be alone right now. I love this poem.
Oh thank you – yes you are right – sometimes we need to retreat from the world 🙂
I’ve been in this place too often. You expressed it very well.
Aw thank you – nice to know I’m not alone in this place – seems like I have a lot of neighbours!
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Well, mentioned, I find it necessary tranquility need our creations. I like your writing 🙂
Oh thank you so much – indeed we need out creative space and thinking space 🙂
Grin and Bear It – indeed…
Nicely done (downright inspired)
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Oh thank you very much 🙂
According to my diagnosis, you NEED to get out into the garden.
I agree!!! The weather is so icy and snowy that at the moment there is nothing to be done and wait for the spring to arrive!!
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Yes, that is the difficult part of living in places like these.
We need better weather to get out and do some springtime things … then we’ll all feel better ~ nice write, Alex 🙂
Oh I agree Polly! I don’t much fancy trying to garden with a pick-axe whilst wearing thermals!
I’m craving sunshine sea and flowers!!
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There is the other side of life,beauty and delight.Mr Malcolm ,wrote poems aiming the same path.Thank you for liking my post (vows…) wishing you the best.jalal
Oh I agree – I do explore both sides, it’s not always doom and gloom 🙂
Alex (Mrs)
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Hi there – just to let you know that I have tagged/nominated your blog for an award. Details at http://tinylessonsblog.com/2013/03/18/1489-words-of-thanks/. Congratulations!
Oh thank you so much – how kind 😀 and congratulations to you too!!
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it feels like we’re tip toeing around the pain, lovely and sporadic enough to personalize it. Wonderful !
Thank you – yes indeed, many people keep their daemons well hidden!
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